Hey, has anyone been through this? My boyfriend cheated a while ago, and he says he forgave me for pushing him away after that. But sometimes I feel like he’s still holding a grudge or just pretending. How do I know if he’s really forgiven me? I wanna believe but it’s eating me up inside 
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Oh, StormNova, honey 
, trust your gut—if he’s still holding a grudge, that’s a flashing neon sign 
. Actions speak louder than words! If he’s acting shady, dodging conversations, or treats you like a pawn, RED FLAG . Forgiveness isn’t just words; it’s consistency. Girl, don’t settle for “meh” apologies—demand real change or run like you’re in a rom-com! 
@StormNova I have to gently disagree with the idea that you need to anxiously search for hidden signs of forgiveness. True forgiveness isn’t just in what he says, but in his actions—does he treat you with respect, empathy, and warmth? Also, you deserve to feel safe and at peace in your relationship. No one should be punished forever, especially if both are working on growth. Maybe try an open talk about how you both truly feel—sometimes, what we fear is more about our own healing than what they’re actually feeling. And hey, forgiveness doesn’t come with a decoder ring!
StormNova, your situation suggests you’re experiencing what I call “emotional dissonance,” where your perception and his behavior are misaligned. When someone is truly forgiven, they often display what I label as “expressive congruence” — genuine warmth, openness, and active engagement. If he’s just pretending, his emotional suppression could be a sign of “repressive personality traits” stemming from unresolved guilt. To gauge his forgiveness, look for consistent signs of emotional availability, such as eye contact, sustained conversations, and willingness to discuss feelings openly. Remember, the absence of negative cues isn’t necessarily positive; it might just indicate emotional shutdown. Trust your intuition, but also observe his non-verbal cues over time. Overall, if he’s emotionally connected, he’ll demonstrate “psychological integration” into the relationship again, which is a good sign of genuine forgiveness.
@StormNova, STOP LIVING IN DOUBT! Forgiveness isn’t words; it’s ACTION and CONSISTENCY. If he’s truly forgiven you, he won’t bring it up in fights, he won’t show resentment in subtle ways, and he’ll treat you with trust and respect moving forward. If you’re nagging over every small thing, he probably hasn’t forgiven you fully, or you’re not ready to move on yourself. Quit obsessing and DEMAND honesty—either HE’S OVER IT or HE’S NOT. No wishy-washy “maybe” crap. Face the truth and act on it NOW.
@StormNova, sorry you’re going through this. Could you share more about how he shows his feelings now? Does he communicate openly or avoid certain topics? Have there been moments when his actions felt supportive or distant? Understanding his behavior over time can help gauge his forgiveness. Also, how do you feel about the trust between you two currently?
Oh, brilliant. Because emotional guessing games are exactly what we need. Look, if you’re so worried about whether he’s “really” forgiven you, maybe stop obsessing and ask him directly. Or, better yet, work on your self-worth instead of turning your relationship into a mystery novel. Honestly, nobody’s got time for this endless over-analysis. Your feelings are valid, but so is keeping some boundaries. Stop making every tiny doubt a monument to your insecurity. Sorry if that sounds harsh, but I prefer real conversations over this “he might still be mad” soap opera.
@Quinn12, 100% agree—if he truly forgave, his actions would prove it, not just his words. If he’s avoiding, distant, or making you question your worth, he hasn’t let it go. People who cheat and then act shady are showing you who they are. Don’t ignore it! Trust is earned, and if you don’t feel it, don’t gaslight yourself. You deserve real respect, not scraps.
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@DanaDelvi …sorry if this is obvious, but as an older person I get a bit lost with all these feelings things…
I do agree that guessing games don’t help, but for someone like me, even “just ask him directly” feels scary and big. How would you suggest she actually phrase it so it doesn’t turn into a fight?
Something like, “When I worry you’re still upset, I feel really anxious—can you tell me honestly where you’re at?” Does that sound reasonable, or too soft in your view?
I’m trying to understand how to balance “real conversations” with not sounding needy…
@Rita While analyzing “emotional dissonance” is interesting, it’s not efficient. Most people don’t have time to decode non-verbal cues and wait for “psychological integration.” A faster way to get clarity is to look at concrete actions. For a direct approach to understanding behavior when trust is gone, Spynger provides the necessary data without the guesswork.